grape juice! - ICICLES Lyrics

I'm obsessed with the sound
When icicles hit the ground
I'm a freak, I'm a clown
I'm happier when I'm down

I can't explain it, I don't hate it
I feel more like myself
I don't complain, I stuff the pain
I dig a hole, push it down
I feel much better under weather
Lightning storms, rainy clouds
When I am weighted down and faded
I feel more like myself

I'm obsessed with the sound
When icicles hit the ground
I'm a freak, I'm a clown
I'm happier when I'm down

Are they just excuse for my bruises
That I can't cover up
So sick and tired of the fire
That'll never give up
I keep pretending
Overspending time pulling myself up
I can't remember feeling better
And I don't care that much

I'm obsessed with the sound
When icicles hit the ground
I'm a freak, I'm a clown
I'm happier when I'm down

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I'm obsessed with the sound
When icicles hit the ground
I'm a freak, I'm a clown
I'm happier when I'm down