Drenched in pain as the rain pours from my scars again
I'm bottoming out again
I don't want to feel another second of this
No one else hears these thoughts I have at night
No one else hears the voice inside my head
How f*cked in the head does someone like me have to be
To rid myself of this misery that I've come to know and love?
No human being should feel what I feel
Hear what I've heard or see what I've seen
Everything's a construct of my diseased mind
I am alone inside my head
Trapped and left to die inside my head
So let my body be a godless church - ancient and crumbling, cursed and haunted
This hollow auditorium of my chest is a cathedral of scar tissue
Oh well, this world then the next one
Oh well, this world then the next one
I can't wait for death to bring me life again
I can't wait for death to bring me life again
The purpose of human life
Is to suffer until you die
So may death come on swift wings
When demons lay dormant
Death takes human form