Not really sure how to tell you
´Cause you wouldn´t understand
It wouldn´t help you
You´d blame yourself
I´d hurt myself
Leave me alone, play the victim
Leave you alone, be the victim
Feel pathetic and a bit eccentric
If only you just weren´t so cold
The end would not now be my fault
Life´s not a videogame slowed in motion
All I wanted was to see your emotion
You didn´t wanna talk
Didn´t wanna bother
Expecting me to be like your mother
Being on my own now seems smarter
Holding the blade, oh, I would rather
Falling down
Miss my hometown
Slowing down
Starting the countdown
All is lost and found
But my heart has drowned
We buried our battleground
I wanna be seen
I wanna be bothered
You don´t think all that mattered
Your answer´s lost in a pile of smoke
And mine hidden in sharp and quick poke
Ah, being on my own now seems smarter
Holding the blade, oh, I would rather
Falling down
Miss my hometown
Slowing down
Starting the countdown
All is lost and found
But my heart has drowned
Drowning in sorrow
There´s no tomorrow
What should I follow?
This pill´s too hard to swallow
Isn´t it?