Think of all the things you said they didn't mean a lot
I hope you learn to swallow your pride
I know the real you and
I know there's no soul inside
Watch everything you hate fade away
I'd rather be genuine than relate to the fakes
I hope one day i see an end to the pain
I'd rather be alone with my misery
Why do we want people that don't want us back to me that is a mystery
I remember making my first song, the rest was history
They gon' try to hurt your heart, but I can't let it get to me
Remember the words on the pages that I read
Remember what they say, I almost got ahead (in life)
Never fu$k with a girl who don't care if you are dead
Don't get sucked in by the world, I go out how I came in by myself
Help me find the truth in lies that are spreading through
Every day there's new, honestly, f*ck you
Don't group me in with misery, loves company
It's lonely at the bottom, meet me there and f*ck with me
Respectfully, this stuff gotta get out my head
Will I find a way out of here or
When will I end up dead
I'm looking for something positive that I can take away
Try to get away in hopes of seeing a better day
I just want my peace and someone to show me love
I just want to be a person my kids can look up to
So they can look up to me
Despite poverty, wasn't made to be some lonely deadbeat
Think of all the things you said, they didn't mean a lot
I hope you learn to swallow that pride
I know all the things that you think about me
It's just me, myself, and misery
Depression for the company
Watch the $hit that you hate fade away
Just had to let you know
Can you give me a break and go find something new
Lately my life been dark with the $hit I'm going through
God give me some patience to do what I gotta do
Can I replace my heart for something new
Can I choose who it loves and
Tell it say no to drugs
My life would be much easier wouldn't be stuck in the mud
Could go out and have some fun without some kind of buzz
And what really is love if you ain't got no trust
Imagine hearing your own music and it makes you wanna cry
That's how you know it's real, my music isn't so am I
Watch all that $hit you hate, fade away
Watch all that $hit you hate, fade away
Surely one day we'll all be okay
The lonely, depressed, and the no names
All the lost souls come and join me on a ride
Hope I see better days in sight
I don't wanna think about the past no more
Ain't shit there for me
God I hope you helping me
Can I get some peace please
F*ck what they say
F*ck what they say