Gravityhappened - Jessica Lyrics

Let me be honest bout the shit I've been feeling
Stuff it in the envelope
Then I lick it and seal it
See how far this pen can go
Though you don't wanna hear it
Bout to lay it on the table
Cut the deck and I deal it
I've always been a leader
Got me stuck in my woes
I only ever wanted
To be close to your soul
To be the person that you told
What nobody knows
Got you up and out the black I always had you like that
I know I wouldn't let you in It's not that I don't trust you
But people always leave
You let me care and let me love you
Then you tossed it in the air when I needed you the most
But I'm the one who's begging
I don't wanna let you go
And you could call me tomorrow
I'll be the first drive in
Never spoke an ill word cause you're still my friend
So come down from your tower
See the mess you made of us it could be the same or better
Hear me out Jessica
I get why you left
Yeah I get why you're gone
I get what you did
Do you get why you're wrong
I can't seem to get it out
Unless I put it in a song
I'm laying here in bed
Reminiscing on the old
I get the things inside your head
And why you're never home
I get that this the end
But you know you're not alone
You're a lot like Grey
So it's obvious I'm Yang
You ain't met a Derek Shepard
Cause they wolves in clothes
And I can still see you in the back of that class
And I can still meet you any night that you ask
And I still remember when I first laid eyes
To my surprise you let me in to see a day in the life
And I always told you to take a day at a time
It's gone so fast since the back of that class
And how I thought about your past
And how I wish I could have been there
Just to have your back
And I wonder if you wonder
Like damn, where you been
Do you even give a shit
I forgave you for the past
And everything you ever did
But still no word
I'm just wasting time again
And I'm thinking bout the night
That I saw you at Champ
And every moment that's passed we were suppose to be friends
But if you're not coming back
Let me know
But I'll always be here
If you ever need an ear
But I'm not gonna beg
For you to care about me anymore
I get why you left
Yeah I get why you're gone
I get what you did
Do you get why you're wrong
I can't seem to get it out
Unless I put it in a song
I'm laying here in bed
Reminiscing on the old
I get the things inside your head
And why you're never home
I get that this the end
But you know you're not alone
You're a lot like Grey
So it's obvious I'm Yang
You ain't met a Derek Shepard
Cause they wolves in clothes
I get why you left
Yeah I get why you're gone
I get what you did
Do you get why you're wrong
I can't seem to get it out
Unless I put it in a song
I'm laying here in bed
Reminiscing on the old
I get the things inside your head
And why you're never home
I get that this the end
But you know you're not alone
You're a lot like Grey
So it's obvious I'm Yang
You ain't met a Derek Shepard
Cause they wolves in clothes