Try to forget
These moments in time
I'm over obsessed (gray)
They're wondering why
Try to forget
These moments in time
I'm over obsessed
They're wondering why
Hard to forget
These moments in time
I'm over obsessed
They're wondering why
I know that I'm better than this
The way that I lie, the way that I hide it's for your protection
Still am forgetting to mention the silence when you're feeling worried and asking the question,
"Is me being here making it better or worse?"
Right from the second I met you I knew that I loved you I'm ready to give it all up
But spilling my blood
Holding the thoughts that don't even matter, continue the pattern, now taking his son
Repeating the beating and ripping the stitching again, another defeat
Putting my picture up on the wall, so with all those feelings they got the receipt
They sick and they tired of family dying, the 2 of us already failing to see
Close to my heart, I see in my dreams, with tears in my eyes and rocks in my feet
A man with his kids, wish I could reach
I should have been closer and made the decision to tell em I love him I know it's the key
Look in the glass, 2 way mirror but other side could have been me
Luckily swerved to the right but he left in a moment he suddenly hitting a tree
Try to forget
These moments in time
I'm over obsessed
They're wondering why
Hard to forget
These moments in time
I'm over obsessed
They're wondering why
Imagine a place
To hide from the time
A place where you stay
I'm falling behind
I take you for granted
Future is slanted
Look at my eyes
The seed has been planted
Downfall is rapid
Heart is now dying but someone is laughing
Living inside of my past, and raising his mast
He's sailing me over the rocks, breaking my will and turning it back
He does it again, and does it again
Inside of the jail, becoming a trend
Put him away when I'm using the pen
I'm needing the high
I'm needing a friend
Start to depend on you
I really need you
But I'm so scared imma fail you
Imagine a place
To hide from the time
A place where you stay
I'm falling behind
I take you for granted
Future is slanted
Look at my eyes
The seed has been planted
Downfall is rapid
Heart is now dying but someone is laughing
Living inside of my past, and raising his mast
He's sailing me over the rocks, breaking my will and turning it back
He does it again, and does it again
Inside of the jail, becoming a trend
Put him away when I'm using the pen
I'm needing the high
I'm needing a friend
Start to depend on you
I really need you
But I'm so scared imma fail you
(gray)