gray echo - The person I've become Lyrics

What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again (gray)
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
Shit a mystery
Now it's hitting me
Not physically, but initially in my head fitting me critically damaged
Epitome of privilege, and missing the message and turning a wreckage
Into another percentage regardless of vantage
Got me
Overthinking my lyrics, now hearing
Someone else on the mic
Hard to write when you dislike your psyche
Now likely, I'll end up fake smiley
Half dead downtown, past friends they've been slipping by me
They shining the light
Look into the mirror, shit is clear
Puppeteer, hanging by a thread they set me up and then they put me here
Who is they, I don't understand, why they look like me
Went inside my brain and took everything like a shopping spree
F*cked around and I found out, drank poison from the water spout
How am I supposed to know that, kid growing up on an iPad
If I had, only one chance, to go back
I'd smack, that black glass, from my hands, so I can't, sway wrong from the right track
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
How am I supposed to advise, when I tell lies
And make you think that I'm wise, "young and not capable" reach for dreams unattainable
Now I got you worried we are not sustainable
Future kids calling I say unavailable, no one home
Daddy in his place house made out of chrome, now his chance is blown
Wife has left him and sent him a million texts, just to check, if he was okay
But he's all gray, name and his vision, why won't he listen to what she has to say
Made your choice, rather play with toys than stand up, properly use your voice
He's useless rather do what he'd enjoy, then get employed
There goes your family look what you've destroyed, your life is void
Of real people, you're real feeble
Your only equal, dirt on the ground
Surround yourself, with fake reality, speaking actuality
So terrible at apologies, wannabe artist, a promise to harness, your darkness
Yet you break and somehow make it seem so f*cking harmless
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again
What have I done
This person I've become
He's the one I hide from
Always seems to find me again (gray)