graycielos - right? Lyrics

Ugh
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, right
Right, right, right, ugh (yeah)
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
What the f*ck I'm supposed to, yeah (ugh)
What the f*ck I'm supposed to do now?
All the times they told me I was wrong
All the shame I held and tried to bury
Every burden I had hardly carried
Stomach grumble, it's a constant struggle
Daily chores and these inflated bills
Bank had held the check, the mobile 'posit
Problems in my family; I ain't cause 'em
Bury me with flowers in my coffin
Momma worried marijuana coughing
Julia, me grew up like Jack and Jill
Bickered, blamed each other, parents hurt us
Try forgiving but it pain me still
Tried to tell but no one never heard us
To this day my auntie get defensive
I've been tryna live aligned and conscious
Quit the drugs and then became a sponsor
Float away I'm often awful pensive
Tried my hardest for to be respectful
Every day in school was f*cking dreadful
I had teachers who had tried their hardest
Nothing working, this shit awful, pointless
Said she love my eyes and my adroitness
I don't even know the f*ck that mean
Don't know why it's people self-righteous
Probably mainly talking 'bout myself
Get confused and then go back to basics
Don't believe in f*cking mental health
Tried my hardest; I could never find it
Grateful that I never killed myself
Got some strength reserved when I can't find it
That's the way I learned to cope so well
Shorty called me told me that I'm toxic
Don't believe in pop-psychology
Never listened to a tik-toker
I ain't wrong don't give apologies
Seek the spirit as a policy
Uncle told me that he proud of me
But I don't feel the need for affirmation
Measure wellness off of honesty
Looking forward to a holiday
I've been working for a f*cking minute
Guess that's all I really gotta say
Wrote the poem with a perfect ending
Right, right, right right (yeah)
Right, right, right, right (yeah)
Right, right, right, right
Wrote the poem with a perfect ending...
Right?