Lobotomy Video (MV)

I've been here once before
I've got this fear I can't ignore
Past projections on my mind
Oh why
Shits so tough, feel stuffed up
Fill to half up in my cup
Same iterations every time
Oh my

Kiss her feet, miss a beat
Feel around to fill your needs
Fallen victim once again
To a friend
Satisfied in my mind
Maybe I'll give it some time
I sure as hell will not pretend
Til the end

But oh well, here we go again

"Lobotomy" is conjured up from thin air and I don't know why
But it really just hit me, I've relinquished my swing in an attempt to survive my mind
Set in stone, etched in my bones, is a weighted strife when I'm on my own
Could I have hollowed out my shell or is this hole really me?
We'll see

F*ck it I know that it's not me. That was the point, god damn it, can't you see?
I gotta move aside my mind to be what you want to see from me
Oh god this change that I've made ain't for me, its for the sheep around me
What'll they think when they see I'm just a hopeless valley
Facing yourself every day's the only way to survive this life