GRAYVOL - :) (feat. Sulthanlive) Lyrics

Ooooh
Look at this mess you've made

Gzeppy, ay, ay
Nah, I get that you're my bro, but you told you you'd be safe?

When I'm jotting down bars and I'm thinking of flows
They be thinking I can't, but then everybody knows that I can
I'm the man when I am in the zone
When I land, they ran and they ran to the cold

Been down since renaissance for the fight against the devils in my head every day every night
Sorry LZL for the times but the past ain't me and I been changing for awhile

Here we are, yeah we're in the abyss of it
Depression, yeah I know I'm in the thick of it
They tell me that I ain't and I'm really getting sick of it
On the last straw, got the shortest from the pick of it

This world is full of lies, now I wake up everyday and I'm surprised that I'm alive
This life is a dream, nah, and we ain't got much time
They say our life is a lesson
We just never do accept it
All along with the pain on my knees devils on both my shoulders try to whisper lies again
We act like we'll all have a tomorrow, yet those in the grave prolly also thought so
We take concern of all the money and fame
But once we're game over, they won't show in your grave it's just crazy

Amazing I still feel well, been staying up late nights living in hell
Controlled my anger from 'Hilarious, so I tamed my past experience
And I'm serious, 'cause now the show's over
Said when it's done I'mma feel so low but I didn't expect this, neither did you
When I'm writing my tunes I feel excited for you
'Cause you're getting to hear all the struggles I've had, and I hope it makes you feel some way
'Cause listening back, I'm feeling sadistic, getting more joy out of songs with pain
That's not my goal and it never was
'Cause I put out deep songs to tame the buzz
So I came in clutch, never made it rushed
Pour my heart and soul, guess I payed with love
Did I make it up to you? Put my life on it
Struggle is real, I just put the mic on it
Make another banger with my heart on my sleeve
From 'Grant A Wish, to go 'Part Of Me
Yeah my circle of life goes depression to anger
Then back to depression when I make another banger
And I've said goodbyes, and I've felt alone
Now I'm filled with rage, but I'm keeping it low

Lately I don't really feel like it hurts
People love to stay away just to never return
That's why I try face reality and I'm gonna burst
My life lessons told me that I'm the worst (You know?)

So I lived on a constant trial, one mistake and I'm back in the void
But they still tell me to smile, then ask why I'm getting annoyed

Rise or die, rise or die
Rise or die, rise or die
Rise or die, rise or die
Rise or die, rise or die
(Let's go)

Two minutes, sixteen seconds, how long 'till I next say sorry
This anger is more self-hatred, messed up and I still feel worried
I'm down but I'm not my worst, and I ain't been there for a while
Them days when I hit my lowest, are the days I was faking smiles

(Them days when I hit my lowest, are the days I was faking smiles)