I made it through thanks to the pills
And this routine I knew so well
Cover your eyes and steel your heart
Just clench your jaw and trap these feelings in your mouth
But what if I can't let go
Straighten up and sit real still
Do that impression of your smile
I got so good it gave you chills
You said It was nice to see you happy for a while
Now what if I can't let go
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go
I only sleep when I'm alone
When I'm alone all I do is sleep
It's just a trick of your mind that you could only feel like yourself
When you only feel like living for someone else
Now what if I can't let go
What do you when you realize it's the end of me
And you find out you're the enemy
What do you when you realize it's the end of me
And you find out you're the enemy
What do you when you realize it's the end of me
And you find out you're the enemy
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go
Oh, oh
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go
Oh, oh, what if I can't let go