greatzura - found love in a friend Lyrics

I'm outside it's raining
Sitting on a bench
There's no one next to me
It's darkness everywhere
The moon's the only thing I see
It knows how sad I am
Feeling something in my throat
It's getting hard to breathe

Quite tough to stand up
Yet I wanna run away
My body's dead now like
I'm stuck in one place
Nights ain't long they're shorter as my hopes

Probably I do something wrong
When I think of the one all-day
'Cause she is my friend
And I know she loves that guy so bad
When she told me she was in love
I pretended I was glad for her
I guess she could never have imagined how her own friend would fall in love with her
I don't wanna get tired of fighting for her
Just for once, I wanna feel what it's like to be in love

I'm outside still raining
Looking up to the sky
Can't see the moon as it might be lost in the clouds
My clothes are full of water
And I'm getting colder

Quite tough to stand up
Yet I wanna run away
My body's dead now like
I'm stuck in one place
Nights ain't long they're shorter as my hopes

Still thinking of her and the thoughts on my mind are getting older
I should tell her the truth but I don't want to kill her current happiness
As at this moment, I need more brain than brawn

I guess she could never have imagined how her own friend would fall in love with her
I don't wanna get tired of fighting for her
Just for once, I wanna feel what it's like to be in love