I felt that pain before, so I built a place, to lock up these memories
I have changed since that time but not for the good
Too many voices
I'm feeling numb and insecure
I am not myself, no not anymore
There's something in here, that you do not see but I fear
Got it!
I'm not coming back!
I start to loose control
Oh I would wreck a thousand walls just to reach what I want!
Some days I catch myself fighting against a part that back then wore my face
There's no pain no remorse when I am you, but that shit scares me
I hope you missed my voice, hands down
I am not a stranger
Yeah you should know
I will stay here, because all this scars will never heal
Got it!
I'm not coming back!
I start to loose control
Oh I would wreck a thousand walls just wo reach what I want!
Go ahead
Could you describe your mental illness?
You know, people who smile alone used to be called insane
But I'm never alone
So you consider yourself sane?
I mean, maybe I am crazy, maybe I am
But if this is all there is, then I don't wanna be sane
And I certainly don't suffer from schizophrenia
I quite enjoy it
And so do I
Got it!
I'm not coming back!
I start to loose control
Oh I would wreck a thousand walls just wo reach what I want!
Got it!
I'm not coming back!
I start to loose control
Oh I would wreck a thousand walls just wo reach what I want!