King's Gambit Video (MV)

I forgot to check the clock, I'm low on time
But I traveled through the battles, got em standing in line
In one hand a pint glass, PBRs at Brickyard
Other hand I slap the clock, and I'm back at home
But I just show up, I'm never even here
I stay too busy drinking, might as well just disappear
I didn't even notice that I already did
I see my soulmate's eyes, and all she says
Is I, I love, I love you so much
I've been lost, now, where is our home
And I'm not pushing blame, but when your mom is pushing meth
And she's the one that dies out of all of her friends
When you got a clean house, where the needles jump out
And I was never checked, how is it over now
Beat and locked in closets, I grew closer to the darkness
That same kid is still here, who never had a option
One foot in, the land of the lawless
It's eating at my conscience, is it me or the monsters
My mind and body numb, and I'm the one to blame
Definition of insane, if I choose not to change
But my back's in the corner, castle to my queen's side
And she's holding at my lowest, love that truly inspires
So hold me baby
Cause I'm so lost, and I'm trying to find home