Don't you miss it
Resting your head upon my shoulder
Late night talks about getting older
Do you still see it
The thoughts of my face in your pictures
Your outline in my head getting dimmer
Did I push you away
Was it because I wouldn't change
Into the man you wanted me
I am not for you to mold
Did I push you away
Should have known you'd never stay
Because you couldn't see
I am not for you to mold
I will grow how I know
I'm a monster
I always tried to help solve your problems
I should have left you alone to fix them
You're a monster
You made the rules that I followed
The double standards left me hollow
Did I push you away
Was it because I wouldn't change
Into the man you wanted me
I am not for you to mold
Did I push you away
Should have known you'd never stay
Because you couldn't see
I am not for you to mold
I will grow how I...
Did I push you away
Was it because I wouldn't change
Into the man you wanted me
I am not for you to mold
Did I push you away
Should have known you'd never stay
Because you couldn't see
I am not for you to mold
I will grow how I know