Hopeless (feat. MC MC) Video (MV)

Yeah
Bring me right back
Bring me right back to the times that we had
With you in my arms and your ass on my lap
And forever to go, now forevers the past
I relapse and its PTSD
You do not care but to me you still mean
The world and my dreams, the seasons and trees
The water and breeze, heaven and peace
How the f*ck have we grown so apart
I've stuck alongside with you right from the start
Only for you did I lower my guard
To an assassin who'd f*ck up my heart
F*ck up my self
F*ck up my mental
I needed your help
You were so special
Don't wanna look back so ahead I just pedal
Until Im drowning alongside the benthos
I've been here I've been gone
Walking straight but I been lost
People talk but I don't listen
They don't get it, they so wrong
When they say I'll be ok
All you need is just some time
Yeah give it a couple days
But f*ck y'all everyday is die
Cause
I gave you all I had, I guess thats not enough
Lost every sense of hope, dont wanna find love
Im scared of being hurt, I'm scared to one day trust
Then have it fall apart and drink until I'm numb
I been feeling hopeless
F*cking broken
I been feeling hopeless
Yeah
I been feeling hopeless
F*cking broken
I been feeling hopeless
Yeah
Im not important or a priority
You don't reach out, you just ignore me
Him myself and I in this only
Everyone else can go in and blow me
Im getting by slowly
Doesn't help knowing
Woulda caught a bullet, left my dreams and booked it
To relive memories me and you had and have it keep going and going
F*ck this change
Lets run it back
Back to the days
And have that shit last
Back to our ways
I want you bad
You were my main
Can't question that
Can we
F*ck like we did in the past
F*ck like the Earth was falling apart
F*ck like the Universe bout to collapse
F*ck like our lives ending tomorrow
I've never been alone, outside its hella dark
This world is f*cking cold, don't know where I should start
All good things fall apart
I used to wish for us
Now I wish for Mars
Where I can transform into dust