I feel this shame eternal inside of me
It taints all of my fondest memories
Wanna shed my skin so I start to run
Leave my body behind in the winter sun
Eyes staring in, staring in on
The glass house of my heart
Lack of beat, beat and pulse
The mind grows fragile and slow
Hand's of binding love like stone
So much of me's been exposed
This sorrow's like pounding fists
Thundering rain drops on casket lids
No semblance left of self worth
And pride comes in diminishing returns
Can't move my lips to speak
Broken breaths drawn between
Shouting your name in infamy
Can't open my eyes my to see
Miles of distance within arm's reach