Grief - Will Things Ever Change Lyrics

And I don't want to
Live life this way
And I hope some day
Things will maybe change
For me

Where has all the time gone
Alone again and it's clear
That it's my fault
All this f*cking time lost
Can't get it back and
I'm feeling like a lost cause
Crushed again and
I'm dwelling in my thoughts
Watched you walk away
With pieces of my heavy heart
And I don't even know where to start
Got it all together for a moment
Just to fall apart
Can't seem to find the light
It is so dark
I'm stuck inside my head
And it just won't stop

And I don't want to
Live life this way
And I hope some day
Things will maybe change
For me