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Gotta let it go
Realest song I ever wrote
Realest song I ever wrote
I promise
Legacy
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Life ain't how it should be it's just how it is
You can sit and cry at home or you can go and live
Things I wish that would've happened got a whole list
I would turn 40 before before I finished reading it
But You Can't live with no regrets
Gotta make sure you move forward with every step
And Only look back just to learn and self reflect
And only make a stop for your money and your respect nothing more nothing less
It can keep you from going crazy
Can't lose Yourself this ain't 8Mile or Shady
The family not United things been going Southwest lately
I been at my best lately but it seem like every call is frustrating
I'm just tryna keep the peace
When did conversations go from using we to me
When did you decide that you wouldnt speak to me
When did you decide that you would act 13
Told myself that I ain't sweatin life over the small stuff
I don't feel yall so I guess that's why we lost touch
But you know with me til this day it's gon be all love
And maybe one day we can sit and we can talk it up
Been through this before and surely it ain't the first
To Break a generational curse it be the worse
See a therapist it take more than prayer at church
To get it done its like asking Drake for a verse
Phone going off My grandfather be hittin me
He wanna go over his trust and family history
He misunderstood the way younger and little me
But like learning math I knew he'd get it eventually
Leader of the next generation guess it's meant for me
But Wanna make sure that I'm prepared for it mentally
The devil come test me like once a week like a teacher be
God be on my side so I'll never let it get to me
Lately been a loner I guess people never gettin me
Got an old soul so our minds think differently
They party too hard in strip clubs specifically
Throwin hella paper like newspaper delivery
I protect my energy over friends and enemies
So if there's no synergy then you could never sit wit me
Perseverance way too strong they won't get rid of me
Legacy cemented so that means that they'll remember me
Even through rain naw you know I can't complain
Cuz those who complain situations never change
This my Reputation I'd die for my name
Here's a message for the man who gave me his name
Sometimes Dad man you gotta take blame
I wish you had a father who had showed you some things
We are grown men but we gotta grow and change
We don't know everything we shouldn't be ashamed
It's hard but I'm humble wit my wife cuz she can help me
But I know it's tough to look internal like a selfie
Want our bodies and our family dynamics healthy
Take that over anything even being wealthy
Nothing worse than family walkin round all stealthy
Afraid to get close to each other like they all smelly
Temporary stay at the functions like at a Telly
Now you left by yourself like Bunz was in Belly
Live by certain principles it's rules to this here
No matter what it is it should never affect the kids
Respect is overall to get it you gotta give
Admit when you wrong and always handle your biz
Could've been Portis But I ran 4.6
Didn't have the speed but I made corners miss
Amd that's so Ironic cuz I made the corner miss
Never sold a brick but my house got hella bricks
I Wish life wasn't all about taking pics
I wish I saw certain ppl more instead of pics
There go my list
But life ain't how it should be it's just how it is
You can sit and cry at home or you could go and live
Yea
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Life aint how it should be its just how it is
You can sit and cry at home or you could go and live For real
Realest song I ever wrote
Realest song I ever wrote
Legacy
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