Don't help me even if I'm caught in currents
This ain't healthy, but maybe this shit is worth it
Maybe not, I never trusted intuitions
Trying not to fall back to prescriptions
Deceptions, feel the need to lie to everybody
Perception, feel the need to hide from everybody
Cuz y'all don't deserve me, man it's evident I got an ego
My family sees it but they still treat me like a hero
Denial, I promise mom I'm doing better but my
Smile similar to cold vendettas
Against a version of me that Ive escaped
My insta full of watching and full of fakes
And likes from people I saw
Maybe one time in flesh
They didn't speak to me then
I still feel the need to pretend
Smile and wave cuz they don't know me like that
It's for they sake cuz they don't know me like that
No they don't know me like that
No, no, no, no
No they don't know me like that
No, no, no, no
No they don't know me like that
No,
No they don't know me like that
No, you don't know me like that, no no
I once believed in second chances baby
Now I give them out way less frequently
Don't f*ck up the first time if you were feeling me
'Cause ima evade at the first opportunity
It's not what it seems, don't misinterpret my actions
What actually happened left me reeling and rapping
Bout money I don't have and bitches I don't get
Flexing my lil muscles just for some attention
Now I see through it all
Hard for me to write truth
Because if I write truth
Then how can I hide from you
How will I continue
To reduce my own views
Easier to pretend then
That I'm just some regular dude
Y'all can keep an eye on me but only from the sideline
I'm fine
I promise I'm as good as I look on the time line
Remind you of my vision, my future
Like doctor post shooter
I'm closing the gap with the finest of sutures
No they don't know me like that
No, no, no, no
No they don't know me like that
No, no, no, no
No they don't know me like that
No,
No they don't know me like that
No, you don't know me like that, no no
I once believed in second chances
I once believed in second chances on me, yeah
I once believed in second chances, aw yeah
I once believed in second chances, on me, yeah