Climbing up the mountain got me wheezing
Drinking from the lake is all I'm dreaming
Who's really packing it
Greens not that ashy shit
Sober they're passing it
I'm not that passionate about an ashy hit (Cough)
I kneel at the bank to take me a sip
The suns hot as hell I'm chapped in the lips
I sit with the boys my brain starts to drift
My visions still fuzzy and blurred water color
I hear my laughs but see water puddles
Huh, wait what
So now we'll acknowledge we ain't speaking
It's been a minute and trust I've been well
I'm in the deep end, fighting the swell
Hear all the voices, no message to tell
I guess I figured it out
What are you talking about
Money friendship and trust
All that we built eroded to rust
Slow as it goes
I'm in the water dipping my toes
Slow as it grows
I'm in the H sipping on 2 Os
Slow as it flows
I'm in the bowl puffing out Os
I was wondering
Meaning I was in my mind idea plundering
Ideas, decisions, and questions like:
If it is or if it isn't
I'm left questioning the intentions of this friendship
Truthfully I might just dip
Pack it, sit back, and enjoy this rip
Because it's easier to allow this memories to slowly slip
Decisions, I hate to make
Irrelevant if it's simple or complex
I'm stuck with more questions
What's next?
Yes or no?
Why or not?
Let's pretend for a moment that I'm not yet defeated
That egos resources are running low but they're not yet depleted
I'm bashful, ignorant, and sometimes conceded
The thing is
The answers to these questions have me feeling tense
Moments and spurts of uncontested ignorance
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me