Grossegrime - is suicide a sin? does the cross still cover it? Lyrics

I've never seen a purpose in the sentences I sing
Cause you take these words for nothing, I could say most anything
It wouldn't matter
It doesn't matter
I don't wanna sound entitled, but I do deserve to die
In your post-ironic life, you won't get a reason why
So heed my laughter
Cause what comes after
Doesn't matter
(Matter)
Maybe it's unfair of me to leave you high and dry
But it's been about a year now since I've had a chance to cry
But that doesn't matter
That doesn't matter
I am just exhausted being everybody else
I have nullified my personhood and killed my sense of self
Hung in the rafter (rafter)
Flesh follows after (after, after)
Everyone is busy, I should know, always alone
So don't lie and say that there's no way you ever could've known
No one's there for me to ask for help, I do this on my own
So I hope you hear me loudly when there's no soul in my bones
It's like the rapture (Rapture)
Except that matters (matters, matters)
This doesn't matter, this doesn't matter
This doesn't matter, this doesn't matter
This doesn't matter, this doesn't matter