Group Hug - San Jose Lyrics

I smoke to feel something, it always burns, it always backfires
I drank to ease the pain of being hypersensitive
Look what it did for me

I sold a million stars
But I had not a single moon to sing to

I joke to make you smile, if only for a while
I'm turnin' into a mistake
Not the kind that you can learn from, I'm the flaw in your system

Is it something that goes away? Can we give it a name?
Don't recall the origin, I'm just orbitin'
Remember how you were close to me till you spiralled away
Will I ever hold you again or is it too late

The sky a solitary blue and where are you
You moved away to San José but I still here you say

I sold a million stars
But I had not a single moon to sing to"