Growing Fires - Disbelief Lyrics

We work so hard for attraction
When all we want is distraction
Feel alive
Too much caffeine before bed time
My head's a mess but it's alright
I ache, I scream, I grab the knife
I hope no one knows my name
If it falls apart on me
Will you see me differently
Or will you just mourn and sigh in disbelief
I drink a lot like my family
Hope heart disease is what kills me
Or I'll drop dead like Uncle Steven
And pray no one knows my name
Should I vertically cut my veins
So I bleed out on the tile
If it falls apart on me
Will you see me differently
Or will you just mourn and sigh in disbelief
If it falls apart on me
Will you see me differently
Or will you just mourn and sigh in disbelief