Grxnt - my fault Lyrics

Woke up with a headache
Laying in bed awake
I was so drunk
Baby let up
I need to get away
It was last call
I was fed up
I hardly remember it
So f*ck all the memories
Cause I was so gone
But you
Yeah you said
Its my fault
And I can't
Let go
Of all the things that you meant to me
Got a feeling I'd never leave
I was over here contemplating all that's wrong
So sick of the jealousy
Yeah
But this ain't
My fault
Where do I get off
I missed some stops where I was needing you
Cause I don't want
To lose more sleep
Can't help but see it through
I'm lost forgot
That my heart is beating
I'll keep bleeding too
I guess we tried but can't
Why did you lie to me
Now my phones ringing
Yeah I won't pick up
I told you remember me
But you can just f*ck right off
I still wouldn't open up
And I still wouldn't let you in
Cause I hear the sirens all in my head
Yeah we can never be friends
Yeah you said
Its my fault
And I can't
Let go
Of all the things that you meant to me
Got a feeling I'd never leave
I was over here contemplating all that's wrong
So sick of the jealousy
Yeah
But this ain't
My fault