Clark Kent/Split Video (MV)

Like all the energy and nervousness
Like once it goes
Once I'm on stage and I start
It's like I can't stop and I'm in a different zone
G-G-G-therz

I control the stage in the palm of my hand
I'm heading closer to one day rocking the stands
Yeah it's like being Clark Kent without the glasses
Being able to command a whole crowd of masses
I just rap my ass off, I got that boost of confidence
Get away with all this shit the dude has gotta vent
As long as there's a beat behind, reaction is, "Shit's whatever"
'Cause it's not a madman, it's art, it's a record
Rye must watch his mouth while I could not give a shit
I hated English, but I got top penmanship
Not for essays, but when I go and f*cking spit
It's prolly not the best way to show my humbleness
I keep the shit a hunnid, it's not upstaged at all
I stay aggressive simply from the way I talk
But Imma make it clear, where I'm from ain't New York
But the accent ain't no imitation dawg

Life isn't simple, got divides in the middle
We've never been the same, never been the same
Life isn't simple, life isn't simple
Everything goes all to the head

When I'm off stage, some think it's still absurd
That a guy looking like me could be really Therz
Why is it that I rap the best, but I feel the worst
Like it doesn't matter though if I kill a verse
How am I finna word it, guess I am introverted
Based on how quick I'm nervous, not like this shit is perfect
Before there was Therz, I was just an awkward child
Besides music, I don't know what to talk about
Now I get judged based on the way that I dress
They're so ignorant on what they would expect
My friends' parents think I do vape and some X
And that I sell dope to kids and maybe some meth
False rumors are spread 'cause of my taste in music
But if you knew me, I was disciplined with Asian views, bitch
"Well that ain't so bad, I've seen more of a hell"
Well f*ck that and f*ck you, it's my story to tell

Looking for crazy, well I'm the guy to show you crazy
When in this business, I got remorse for no fugazis
It's evident I've changed, but I've never been a saint
Got white folks freaking out like there's a devil in my veins
They like, "Why so little friends?" I keep my circles small
If you make a bridge to nowhere, I gotta burn it off
Muhf*ckers try to advise, but they'd be vague as shit
At this point, it's like you're tryna be all fake with it
I do dumb shit but I hate apologizing
'Cause when I have to I know that I'm just lying
I'm pretty much the guy that you really just hate
'Cause I'm an atheist prick like I'm Ricky Gervais
I'm not a tough guy, just everyone's emasculated
I stay aggravated to get them punks all agitated
I'm a student of the game, I'll give the old college try
To keep growing wiser, but won't compromise

Look it's more than black and white
It's a balanced rivalry
Look it's more than black and white
The yin and the yang, more than black and white

I always feel every day is life's hard days
'Cause at any moment, I can have my heart race
I just f*cking hate that I'm feeling this way
Can't tell what's realer or fake when dealing with flakes
People say they're buddies but I sense the envyin'
That's why I really don't have that many friends
Which explains the reason why that the two guys
I never had beef with are two Indians (F*ck you Rye)
Shit, I could be schizo or simply maybe crazy
Or I can't focus 'cause of ADHD
But don't believe shit from a self diagnosis
'Cause I'm not a doctor and hell, I don't know shit
Can't think straight when stuck in a depressive state
But I got an open mind to hear refreshing takes
I'm always told to tone down but not to a different key
It always feels like the problems are shit in me