G-therz - Moment of Clarity (feat. Arielle) Lyrics

This may be the end of a dark path
But it's only the beginning of my journey

I just came from a place where it felt everyday's hard
It just would put me under the radar
I got so many skeletons in the closet
To be honest, there were enough to fill a graveyard
Succumbed to shit that I was able to once avoid
And you can hear it through the pain in the rugged voice
I've been low down and forced to struggle
Never respected, just tossed and tussled
I'm not 2Pac but it was me against the world
My mind was losing it, putting me up in a swirl
Anger aiming everywhere, amped with this energy
But it turns out that I was my biggest enemy
Went to places that you don't wanna go to
Trust me, it's best not to show you
I was going stupid, being so reclusive
That I needed time to realize that I got no excuses
So look, the thing is I ain't crying now
But no one was there for me when I was down
So I've realized these so called homies are crappy friends
And more plastic than Khloe Kardashian
But my man Mike told me that I got one life
And don't spend it dwelling, have time used up right
Based on where I was, he'd been there before
And was like a big bro to me the way he shared his thoughts
This is my therapy, music over alcohol
Burned down bridges that were bound to fall
Basically, I was a dreaded mess, yeah
And I needed a breath of fresh air

Real talk, nahmean

I've crumbled from the inside out
All my walls are falling down
But I will be the last one standing
I know I've made a few mistakes
Broken things I can't replace
That's just made me, who I am today
This is my moment of clarity

Alright

Women have always been a big part of my life
Since the start of my life, fill up the heart of my life
'Cause without them it's just a vacant hole
That makes it cold, so frail and breakable
That's why when I saw you, I thought you could fill it
Together as a relationship we would build it
And the reason why you is 'cause you were so nice to me
While I tried to keep feelings on the low, quietly
I felt you can tell I liked you after a little bit
Tampering this fantasy the way that I would picture it
By the way you alienated me out the space
You could be right in front me but felt like a mile away
Soon I found out that you were into someone else
Thought I drove you away, so I would beat up myself
Convinced that I was the reason why you were distanced
How I approached, my awkward talk, just don't suit ya interests
Plus the way that you didn't like to conversate with me
And the cringe inside were signs that ya just hated me
Problem is that it's easier said than done to move on
With my mind constantly thinking 'bout what I'd do wrong
So this here is my form of apology
For any emotional harm with all of my honesty
Soured relationships, each time that's what I ever did
Doing all of this just to f*cking impress a chick
Now I think it's better after some time
While the thought of "what if" still in the back of my mind
But I guess I can find out if we cool in the near future
But I hope this message can get out here to ya

This is more than just about me
This ain't for everybody
I just needed that moment of clarity

I've crumbled from the inside out
All my walls are falling down
But I will be the last one standing
I know I've made a few mistakes
Broken things I can't replace
That's just made me, who I am today
This is my moment of clarity

OoooOoo
The moment of clarity
OooOo
I don't wanna run away
From the life I've made
I just wanna change my ways
All I feel is shame
I've done some things I can't take back
The memories are all I have
In the end I'm scared I'll be the same

I've crumbled from the inside out
All my walls are falling down
But I will be the last one standing
I know I've made a few mistakes
Broken things I can't replace
That's just made me, who I am today
This is my moment of clarity