Runaway Video (MV)

Yo this here's some of my deeper thoughts
But this ain't even about societal problems
'Cause f*ck it, I got my own
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
It doesn't matter by now what the people say
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
Somehow I know I will find a way
Why is it that I am always getting f*cking chased
And it's become a pace like I'm tryna run a race
'Till I rush the brakes, yet somehow there is trouble made
Even when it comes to music and that's my one escape
I've been tryna move on from these problems, see
Yet they come back like different forms, the beefs follow me
Gotta have my guard up 'till I ride in my hearse
I was told I'm gifted but feel like this life of mine's cursed
Shit, my own drummer thought I was just picking fights
'Till he saw the full story of how my shit was like
I'm stubborn as shit, so there's a lotta back and forth
Whether high school or college, I always got my ass in war
'Cause these dudes are mad sketch like Alfred E. Neuman drawings
But so much of my time where I feud's exhausting
There's other things in my life that are too important
But I don't surrender 'cause I gave you the warning
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
It doesn't matter by now what the people say
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
Somehow I know I will find a way
Feeling real paranoid and I ain't even smoking shit
It doesn't help if you say, "Geez, get over it"
I always think I f*cked up, so I expect the worst to happen
Even if it's not as bad as I sure imagined
When I have a long list of fights and rivalries
In fact, it only adds to my anxiety
Hypochondriac close to a panic attack
And I'm really terrible with f*cking managing that
It's why I can't work if it ain't music related
'Cause it feels like the time that I'm using is wasted
In my eyes, it's another stressor to me
When I'm tryna grind too, it's so much pressure increased
And I'm just thrown off when someone texts, "We need to talk"
'Cause I freak out and can barely breathe at all
I think there's a black cloud that would hover me
It's why I can't be safe and sound when I f*cking sleep
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
It doesn't matter by now what the people say
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
Somehow I know I will find a way
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Listen, these are my struggles, yo
It's nearly back to back that I get in trouble though
I'm a soldier always fighting, got a lot of shit I'm facin'
So I can't deal with other people's situations
Especially if it's just attention that they're wanting though
Hate to be a dick, but that ain't my problem bro
'Cause I'll have my own anxiety attack, feeling woe
I said we need a hero 'cause I don't fill the role
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
It doesn't matter by now what the people say
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
Somehow I know I will find a way
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
It doesn't matter by now what the people say
I wanna run away, run away
From the bullshit I deal with every day
Run away, run away
Somehow I know I will find a way