Struggle (feat. Andrew F. Cruz) Video (MV)

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I have two choices on where to go, there's a fork in the road
Either live a life that's normal to most or a rap star touring with shows
But which choice is more fantasy, which one is realistic
Look here don't get it twisted, this isn't simplistic
Put thought into it if I pick either one of what's possibly my outcome
Life isn't simple, got divides in the middle, makes me feel like I'm Malcolm
I can guarantee a paycheck but at a nine to five in a cubicle
Or never know how much dough I will make and spend nights in the studio
Follow the steps to live middle class just like what my parents did
Or just ditch that to take a risk that I believe is imperative
Only plan for a future family, leaving this big dream unaccomplished
Like the ones I see in my sleep and there I go, break another promise
Will I have a ring meaning unity or just another piece of jewelry
What if both sides are wrong from the start and neither suit for me
Which option am I gonna pick? That's the thought that's left on my head
Wondering what's worth struggling with the other one I never regret
I struggle, yeah I struggle
With what to fight for when I have to strive
I struggle, yeah I struggle
With what's the purpose, worth sacrifice
The struggle, yeah the struggle
With what to fight for when I have to strive
The struggle, yeah the struggle
With what's the purpose, worth sacrifice
Here I am, tryna maintain um, keep calm and just stay A1
Figuring out where I'll go for life 'cause the road for me ain't paved son
For what is worth to put in time, where I have my energy push to grind
I gotta know now 'cause there's no feature in reality where I could rewind
If I make the wrong choice, I will lie to myself? Realize too late and cry to myself
Keep how I'm feeling right to myself and don't express it, only write to myself
Will I starve for the fame with ball and a chain, hoping it numbs all of the pain
Call it insane, but will I end up only as a pawn in a game
Be around strangers to claim to help, yet no one knows me though
When I go out there and travel far, all the way to Rome to Tokyo
Okay now, I have to battle my way out like it's 8 Mile
But then again, who exactly is it that I'm tryna make proud
I feel out of touch with no answer about the stuff I'm questioning
But I just wanna know what's best for me to put my effort in
For y'all that don't know what to do, go 'head party and get wrecked for the night
While I just sit back and choose what I do for the rest of my life
I struggle, yeah I struggle
With what to fight for when I have to strive
I struggle, yeah I struggle
With what's the purpose, worth sacrifice
The struggle, yeah the struggle
With what to fight for when I have to strive
The struggle, yeah the struggle
With what's the purpose, worth sacrifice
I wonder, what I'm doing
Which path, am I pursuing
I don't know, where I'll be
So what's best for me
I wonder, what I'm doing
Which path, am I pursuing
I don't know, where I'll be
So what's best for me
I struggle, yeah I struggle
With what to fight for when I have to strive
I struggle, yeah I struggle
With what's the purpose, worth sacrifice
The struggle, yeah the struggle
With what to fight for when I have to strive
The struggle, yeah the struggle
With what's the purpose, worth sacrifice
E-40 said, "We gotta make choices"
I just don't know which one yet