Guafe - Lucky Lyrics

I can't be
Who I wanna be
Yea, she changed me
And those other guys, they are so lucky
They had her
And I had me
I don't wanna be
The one caught up in their own feelings
Relationships always seem like such a fantasy
Maybe, I am just a person that you can't make believe
I had those moments when I look inside to finally see
I thought that she would become more than just a friend to me
Complex feelings
Mixed it in with mental breakdowns
Getting caught up
Couldn't seem to turn my life around
Why did I have to try and go for the new girl in town
Had my self screaming but it didn't seem to make a sound
My mistakes
Nah, I wouldn't say I regret it
But then I try to forget it
And it's got me feelin' messed up
Said, "I love you" and meant the way that I said it
But when she said it back
The meanings just weren't connected
All the emotions that I kept inside are finally showing
But at the time, I just wish I knew what I was doin'
'Cause lookin' back, I just made myself look stupid
That's alright, at least my life ain't ruined
I can't be
Who I wanna be
Yea, she changed me
And those other guys, they are so lucky
They had her
And I had me
I don't wanna be
The one caught up in their own feelings
She broke my heart
At least that's how I feel
Didn't know if anything I felt was real
When she came into my life
Thought everything was going right
But it was all inside my mind
Inside my head
Never knew if she meant anything she said
I just wish I knew if I could have one chance
Wish that it was meant to be
Sat there thinking hopefully
That she'd choose me
I guess I'm not so lucky
And I
I can't be (Can't be)
Who I wanna be (Who I wanna be)
Yea, she changed me
And those other guys, they are so lucky (And those other guys, they are so lucky)
They had her (Had her)
And I had me (Yea)
I don't wanna be
The one caught up in their own feelings (The one caught up in their own feelings)
Can't deny
What it feels like
Torn inside
I can't rely
On myself
I need help
Trynna reach out
Stuck in doubt
I can't see
Anything
This love's blinding
No way of finding
A way out
What do I do now?
My heart pounds
And I don't know how
I can't be
Who I wanna be
Yea, she changed me
And those other guys, they are so lucky
They had her
And I had me
I don't wanna be
The one caught up in their own feelings
All those other guys should feel lucky
'Cause they did something I couldn't do
Said those other guys are so lucky
'Cause they had a chance with you
All those other guys should feel lucky
'Cause they did something I couldn't do
Said those other guys are so lucky
'Cause they had a chance with you