Guafe - This Pain Lyrics

Can you?
Can you tell me why?
Why I'm feelin' this way
What is this pain?
This pain
That I feel inside
My heart's feelin' weak
My mind seems smaller than it was before
Cannot seem to find the reasons why I'm feelin' everything & it's hard to ignore
Need to find a better way
Need to find my "better place"
Need to find a cure
Find a better way of healin' everything I'm dealin' with & open up the door
And I'ma step right through
Take my leap of faith & hope that I'ma hop on new place
And leave my past behind me
Tell myself that it's gonna be alright
And what others think shouldn't define me
There's no need to remind me
Don't mind me
My demons tellin' me that no one's gonna find me
Everywhere I go
Every single time
Every little thing
Anything I do that seems right
(It was all a dream)
Can you?
Can you tell me why?
Why I'm feelin' this way
What is this pain?
This pain
That I feel inside
I think it's finally time for me to wake up
Gotta keep pushin' through
Gotta make up
All the ground that I lost when I gave up
All the opportunities that I've missed
Hard for me to sit back, reminisce
When every memory I have, I forget
Unless it's something I regret, then it's easier to stick
Stick around like the sickness that I think I have
Don't even matter if I reach out for a hand to grab
'Cause every good thing in life, it never seems to last
It doesn't matter how I'm feelin' 'cause nobody asks
That's the mindset I've put myself in
I need to get out of this hell 'cause I don't want to pretend
Like I am doing good or great or even better than them
A situation that I wish upon nobody, but can you
Can you?
Can you tell me why?
Why I'm feelin' this way
What is this pain?
This pain
I just wanna know
Where am I to go?
When I feel this way
What is this pain?
This pain
That I feel inside