Guapo Pete - Certainty Lyrics

Tryna just go forward but I keep hurting me
Put it on myself and it's been burdening
Pain all on my chest like it get hard to breathe
Callousin' my heart cuz it's been hardening
I don't know why
Don't know why I keep on arguing
But I won't cry
Took a trip back to the armory
No I won't lie
Times I close my eyes and hardly sleep
But I do try
On the grind that iron sharpening
Say that it's my best but really know I could do better
I roll in bed and I been sleeping gotta get up
Feel like barely eating call it fasting but im fed up
And I been holding on to hope just by a thread
In those times of desperation get reminded what I've read
(can) Tell my heart been steady seeking for those letters that's in red
Can't rely on how I'm feeling cuz that's how you end up dead
Tryna just go forward but I keep hurting me
Put it on myself and it's been burdening
Pain all on my chest like it get hard to breathe
Callousin' my heart cuz it's been hardening
I don't know why
Don't know why I keep on arguing
But I won't cry
Took a trip back to the armory
No I won't lie
Times I close my eyes and hardly sleep
But I do try
On the grind that iron sharpening
On the grind where I get sharp
I been waiting on that day to come and listen for that harp
Getting tired of that acting dumb in need of a new heart
Tryna focus in on the kingdom cant play with kingdom hearts
Know its worth it cuz its hard
Only temporary harm
Been afraid to just go fall in love and play all of my cards
I been working on some trust issues was misused and been scarred
Getting tired of them I miss you's that started with a spark
Shoulda seen it from the start
Tryna just go forward but I keep hurting me
Put it on myself and it's been burdening
Pain all on my chest like it get hard to breathe
Callousin' my heart cuz it's been hardening
I don't know why
Don't know why I keep on arguing
But I won't cry
Took a trip back to the armory
No I won't lie
Times I close my eyes and hardly sleep
But I do try
On the grind that iron sharpening