Guerrilla Warfare - Haze (HVN) Lyrics

Day dreamin to lucy land
Lucidly scramblin wakin' myself up
Coughing fits & cancer sticks again
Bet I'm back on my bullshit my friend
I know you expected nothing less
But i can't make do and mend

Remember when I wasn't so fixated with worry or tracking my loss in dividends?
Yea I can sport you a smile but i feel deep down it's all pretend
And now I fear the end
Cuz maybe imma end
Up alone somewhere for mental care in an institution

All these thoughts that run through my brain
I can not contain em
Im going insane
All of this fear that rots at my brain
F*ckin' me up, burnin' me down, lead me astray

All these thoughts that run through my brain
I can not contain em
I'm going insane
All of this fear that rots at my brain
F*ckin' me up, burnin me down, lead me astray

I've been in a daze for days
Stuck in a haze as I age
My record skips
I'll blaze it away in haste just so that i can press play

This wave that im stuck on
Oh where did I go wrong?
I don't belong
Think it won't be long
Im already singin my swan song
Each time the flashbacks occur
They lash back worse
And I know these just words
But the panic'll set in before I finish the verse

I Cant Catch My Breath
In over my head
Sink in my bed with the feeling of dread
Contemplating takin my medication
Just dead instead, what a thought. Now I'm pacing
Back and Forth
Like a clock on the wall
As the the hour hand falls
And I sweat in withdrawal

I'm growing impatient of waiting for the end I'm creating

Drowing
I forgot how to tread
Drowning
I'm sinking in my head
Drowing
I forgot how to tread
Drowning
It's consuming me and soon I'll be dead