Wake up, the sun hittin' my face through the curtain crack,
Same routine-grab the jar, twist the top, and burn it back.
These days, the air's thick with thoughts I don't unpack,
So I just let the smoke talk, let it fill the gap.
My head's heavy, but my heart got a rhythm,
Breathin' deep, floatin' somewhere in the distance.
Is it escapin' or just takin' what's missin'?
Either way, I'm somewhere between numb and existence.
Every hit's like a chorus-familiar and smooth,
I'm just vibin' in this moment, the world can wait, too.
Man, my mind's a movie, I'm the star of the scene,
But I'm watchin' from the mezzanine, lost in the green.
Am I ever sober? No, I don't think so,
Caught up in the clouds, got no plans to sink low.
Roll another up, watch my problems tiptoe,
The ash and the haze, where the good vibes grow.
Am I ever sober? Nah, I'm always high,
Sittin' on the moon, watchin' Earth drift by.
I ain't tryna run, I just like this sky,
Somewhere between lost and feelin' alive.
Ain't no party, just me and these thoughts in my chest,
Split the blunt like a sermon, light it up, and confess.
I've been searchin' for some peace in this mess,
But every time I get close, I'm distracted by the stress.
Man, I'm floatin', but the anchor's still there,
Tied to questions I don't answer, but I know they still stare.
Like, "How long can you keep this up before you break?"
But I just laugh, like, "Man, I'm good, this is my escape."
See, the world's loud, and my head's even louder,
But Mary keeps it quiet; she's my superpower.
I ain't proud, but I'm honest-this is where I've been,
Lost between who I am and who I've never been.
Am I ever sober? No, I don't think so,
Caught up in the clouds, got no plans to sink low.
Roll another up, watch my problems tiptoe,
The ash and the haze, where the good vibes grow.
Am I ever sober? Nah, I'm always high,
Sittin' on the moon, watchin' Earth drift by.
I ain't tryna run, I just like this sky,
Somewhere between lost and feelin' alive.
And it's like, every puff got a story to tell,
Every exhale's a letter that I sent to myself.
Sometimes it's heaven, sometimes it's hell,
But either way, I'm here, ridin' out what I felt.
The world's too fast; I'm on my own pace,
Every hit's a time machine, takin' me to a safe place.
But I know, someday, I might need a reset,
Till then, I'm just vibin', tryna make peace with regret.
Am I ever sober? No, I don't think so,
Caught up in the clouds, got no plans to sink low.
Roll another up, watch my problems tiptoe,
The ash and the haze, where the good vibes grow.
Am I ever sober? Nah, I'm always high,
Sittin' on the moon, watchin' Earth drift by.
I ain't tryna run, I just like this sky,
Somewhere between lost and feelin' alive.