Gui_ded - Clearer Lyrics

Don't know if it was my tears or the rain
But I couldn't see the road
The whole way home
Kinda hoped I'd never see you again
And I said it to your face
As we embrace
Wouldn't quite say I'm depressed
But, people who have a zest
For life
Don't sleep as much I do
It's now December
And I
I can't remember
The girl
That I was before you
You couldn't have been clearer
That you needed me gone
But I thought that I'd see clearer
And that you'd be back before long
Now all of this is torture,
Can't remember how to feel strong
Maybe waiting for you's the wrong
Way to go about this?
You said we shouldn't turn it into a fight
The game of who missed who the most
Coz you knew I'd win
And now I watch you carry on with your life
Like you lost nothing at all
My heart like stone
What an empty victory
Fighting for
Something not meant to be
When I felt like I
Had so much to lose
Those Aquarius minds
The
Overthinking kind
We
Never stood a chance now did we?
You couldn't have been clearer
That you needed me gone
But I thought that I'd see clearer
And that you'd be back before long
Now all of this is torture
Can't remember how to feel strong
Maybe waiting for you's the wrong
Way to go about this
You never leave my mind
You're like a little gold locket
That's gone and got locked in-
Side my heart.
Like a beautiful painting
That's got every thought racing
As it has to pass
They all get distracted
Stop and stare at the work of art
That's etched into my brain and
Stands in the way of
A happy heart
You couldn't have been clearer
That you needed me gone
But I thought that I'd see clearer
And that you'd be back before long
Now all of this is torture
Can't remember how to feel strong
Maybe this is the wrong
Everything feels so wrong
Maybe waiting for you's the wrong
Way to go about this?