So you're in my thoughts again
Silence wasn't quite the gift expected
I tell myself I'm on the mend
Better off just trying to accept it
It hit me so hard harder than I thought it could
Crushing like a child was proof of concept
So now I know far farther on it's possible
Possible to be fully invested
Maybe turns to
Hoping turns to
What is wrong with me
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Could have turns to
Would have turns to
Shouldn't have believed
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Another chapter finds an end
Next one still in search of a beginning
Another day arrived and spent
Heaven knows there ain't been too much sinning
It hit me so hard harder than I thought it could
Crushing like a child was proof of concept
So now I know far farther on it's possible
Possible to be fully invested
Maybe turns to
Hoping turns to
What is wrong with me
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Could have turns to
Would have turns to
Shouldn't have believed
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Think it would have been good
Thinking maybe you know
Think it would have been good
Thinking maybe you know
It hit me so hard harder than I thought it could
Blushing like a bride left at the alter
And now I know far farther on it's possible
Possible that mind becomes a halter
Yeah maybe turns to
Hoping turns to
What is wrong with me
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Could have turns to
Would have turns to
Shouldn't have believed
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Wanting turns to
Needing turns to
What is wrong with me
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze
Could have turns to
Would have turns to
Shouldn't have believed
Empty like a Santa Ana breeze