Blackened heart
White noise in my head
The event horizon is a smile maskin' the hole in my chest
Can't shake the weight
It keeps pullin' me down
Wanna melt into the ether
But you drag me out
Strobe lights disguise
The fear in my eyes I can hardly connive
My mind
So vile
Then shaky fingers find and I realize
I've got a smiley in my pocket
Can't wait for it to dissolve in my stomach
I'll swim in that oasis' tonic
I won't even be here when it's comin'
Oh i got that sunshine in my pocket
Warmth writhing all throughout my body
I swim in that oasis' tonic
I'm way too spaced out for it to come in
My pupils dilate like my heart
My pupils dilate like my heart