Guru Ma - 4am Outro Lyrics

Never been the type
To change My mind and I apologize
Thought it'd be better if I didn't lie
But you still end up crying
So I keep it inside
And hope my soul don't Walk away
Cause it can't see me in a space
Where I don't love me
It's funny
Too much time on my hands and I still feel it running out
Like time is of the essence and i can't see what's it's about
So I try to get my message out
Using word of mouth
But they can't seem to hear me shout
And it just fills my mind with doubt
And I die
Well at least apart of me does
You might ask if am okay and get
A laugh and a shrug
Because I'm suppose to heal the world
But I can't seem to heal my own
So I watch the world go by
While fakers sitting on my throne
And I can't lie I'm terrified
Cotton mouth
From the weed that I'm blowing
And seeds that's I'm sowing
I'm a genius
And the world should be knowing
But I can't stay focused
F*ck
I speak to God on a daily
I don't Her to save me
Id rather ask for some peace of mind, than piece of mine
Because to many mothers crying over children dying
Shit we've had to hear that line
Too many times
I always felt there was a prophecy over me
Life was meant to truly be free, why you taxing me
But who am I to say
Ive been dodging systems in a major way
Caught in the paper chase
But when that paper ain't legal its quick to fade away
And Like MJ in his prime, in that space you learn to pray
I know that this world is mine, but I just can't seem to take it
And like reflections that show my faces , I can't seem to change um
All I need is patience
Cause I know Gods got his eyes on me
Keep going keep pushing for that light in me
Yuh
Vision in my minds eye you see
Keep dreaming keep believing
And one day you'll see
Aah
Well I can't give up now
I know I stand for too much
To live my life laying down
My deepest fears i'm inadequate
Narh I think its my power
So i'm just gonna keep pushing
And see how this shit turns out
See how this shit turns out