GUTTER PEARL - braindead Lyrics

Filling up the ashtray
Spilling guts on a Wednesday
Do you mind?
Exchanging glances
Through the drag of a cigarette What's on your mind?

I'm dying to
Feel alive but I watch paint dry Just to pass the time
My own demise

Life has been in disarray
Wearing the same socks since Monday
Where'd the time go?
Trying to be convincing
I haven't lost touch with everything
It all seems the same

I'm dying to
Feel alive but I watch paint dry Just to pass the time
My own demise

Prisoner of my own mind
Locked up and confined
No God to ask why
Gonna suff�er til I die
Given an inch, take a mile
To make these days worth while
But I fake a smile
Always living in denial