Serious Song Video (MV)

So, this one's called Serious Song
I should get serious about something
You know, man, I'm very sad
You know, I've been so alone, man
I can't take it anymore
Obviously, if I'm gonna release shit like this, maybe I deserve to be alone
But, you know, I think at the end of the night, all a guy wants is some girl in his arms
And I haven't had that for a long time, man
I don't even know where to start
All my doors are shut in real life
When I just f*cking..
I shut my doors to everyone
Whether it's my room or if it's just myself
It's very bad
I push people away that try to get to know me
My heart never feels right
I haven't felt right for a long time
I lay in my bed and I think about why I do anything
You know, I try so hard, I always have good intentions
But I f*ck it up
I f*ck it up, and it's so hard to be nice
I try to be nice, but I can't
These people bug me about the same shit over and over again
It's like, you know, I'm never going to be enough for anyone, am I
What kind of girl is going to like me
F*cking, probably some crazy bitch
But, I can't see that lasting for a few weeks
And you know, I weak to my knees about this
I just want to drop down and collapse on someone
And just tell them I love them
And I hope they say the same back
You know, I think that's all a guy wants, man
That's all a guy wants
That's all a f*cking guy wants, man
You know, this is all fake, by the way
I don't want any of the guys to think I'm suicidal or something
That'd be crazy
Yeah, this song was supposed to be serious, but..
Yeah, I just want to be done with it so I can record the next song
So, I did this one really fast
And I think I still have to say shit for another minute
Because I accidentally made this song for 3 minutes
It was supposed to be like a minute and a half, and I was going to repeat
But, let's just say I messed up
And now it's like 3 minutes and 30 seconds
But I hope these sounds like f*cking heal your heart
This melody reminds me of Jurassic Park for whatever reason
I'm not sure why
And I think that's the reason why I made the dinosaur song
Because this one reminded me of dinosaurs