Oh okay, okay yeah yeah
Oh okay, okay yeah yeah
Oh okay, okay yeah yeah
Oh okay
I know it's a hard time
Mellow in the daytime, swear you gonna end it but you wait (wait)
Driftin' through the day
Always tryna find a way, but these n****s only speak up for the hate (hate)
Your daddy wasn't here
So you playin' it by ear, but you keep on goin' further from the gate (gate)
I struggle in my mind
Know there's something I can't find and I kill it with the pills I like to take (take)
Lost and I admit it, sins that I committed
Ain't no place in this puzzle for my piece
Lost and I admit it, sins that I committed
Ain't no space in my head for silent peace
I sleep and I wake up in a coffin
But sleep I don't really do that often
On stage man I feel like I'm a prophet
Not even really thinkin' bout the profit
No tats, n***a f*ck it, n***a stay clean
Me and Satan really playing on the same team
I hate it and I love it like my money
Class clown, but n***a I ain't funny
Only want the shit that you cannot have, yeah
My life got no settlement, no physical sentiment
As the lord as my testament, I stay writin' my rhetoric
So my people can cherish it and I'm a simple degenerate like
Oh okay, okay yeah yeah
Oh okay, okay yeah yeah
Oh okay, okay yeah yeah
Oh okay
What am I runnin' from?
What am I runnin' from?
What am I runnin' from?
Voice in my head, tellin' me I'm dead
Got my angel and my demon fighting too (f*ck)
Creature in my bed, making me upset
Caged in like a monkey in a zoo (you)
Nowadays we only fight when we don't want to
Lately I been numb like I'm a cartoon
Stack money but remember where you came from
Fame really make a n***a go and act dumb
6ix9ine, lil pump, lil xan, huh
Y'all smart, ain't a reason to be extra
But I get it, you be different for the camera
No beef, I just wanna understand bruh
Stuck in my ways, imma be okay
Stu-Stuck in my ways, imma be okay
Stu-Stuck in my ways, imma be okay
Stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways
"When I'm talking to you, I want you to know that this is genuinely from my heart
This isn't some bullshit, pre-scripted, motherf*ckin' words"
"I, I've proved to myself that I can be faded all the time and make great music
And make it day to day and carry on
But like all of a sudden just being completely clear headed was like uh"
What am I runnin' from?
"That was the new high"
What am I runnin' from?