Guyman Dudeson - Where Did It All Go Wrong? Lyrics

I can't count the times I have you running through my mind but when I chase the thought it races out my head
And i'm not being funny but I wish that you'd stop running from the things you did and words that you said
And sometimes I get the feeling that you'd rather be alone so what the f*ck am I supposed to do with that?
Cos every time I ask you it's like you put on the mask of someone wishing i'd just leave and that's a fact

She's like a ghost a spectre no one knows when I try to ask them where you are
Then you appear and wash the room with tears only to drive away in your car

I've been thinkin' bout the good times feeling like
Where did it all go wrong?
Now i'm here on the outside knowing that
I will never belong
Why won't you talk to me?
Where is the honesty?
You tied a noose around my neck
Choke my integrity
Strangle my revelry
You were my poison all along

I went to my doctor he said you look like a mess I said I know it's been a pretty rough few years
He said it's time to fix yourself up you just cannot carry on being defeated all alone aside your fears
And though I know this all the while I can't help thinking bout her smile and how she'd light up every room that We'd go in
But now there's just a darkness gaping hole of where my heart was and the whole world feels abrasive to my skin