Screaming alone in the dark
Waiting for you to come
Wasting my life away
Scared of my past mistakes
I was never the one who told you to stop breathing
I was never the one who told you to just die bleeding
Replaying again the moments
Of your last words
Replaying again the words
I used to always listen to
It's just a fraud
A nasty illusion called a life
You can lie and cry all you want
But we both know, I will never survive
Don't try to fix me
I'm damaged beyond repair
I'll die alone
I know you do
Your death is not real it is
In vain I can't bear it
You will never see through
All you have ever said will kill me too
All I was before you
Will hate me now and forever you
Are my nightmare
I can't live with it
It's just a fraud
A nasty illusion called a life
You can lie and cry all you want
But we both know, I will never survive
Don't try to fix me
I'm damaged beyond repair
I'll die alone
I know you don't even f*cking care