Where'd you go bitch who is he
I meant nothing left in misery
Pain and agony ain't nothing new to me
Allegations weighing heavily
All this speculation happen readily
Can't control these things inside of me
Want you near but I'm a mockery
Jokes on me I said it openly
Not ashamed I love you all the same
Do I ever cross your mind
Flashbacks vividly
Heart lobotomy
Xanax for the temporary
Never learn its just my turn
Loves me so or Loves me not
Lesson learned to never trust a thot
Now my heart has rot
Gxggs was just a passing thought
Who forgets to breathe
When you call or when you next to me
Sorry for the lack of action
Never felt affection
I have no recollection
Disappeared you had to vanish
Understand it still I'm frantic
Found you lost you in a fraction
Emo kid who get to attached quick
But we just friends I can't forget
Say nothing it's in my head