Excuses, excuses, how am I supposed to trust you when all you give me are excuses
Maybe I shouldn't say a thing Maybe I should ghost everyone, walk away
Why do I do this to myself anyway
Why do I put myself through so much pain when I shouldn't do shit anyway
I should be alone in my brain I'm all alone any f*cking way
Going in my brain, I never get away I'm racing everyday, I can't find my way
I do me, keep pushing on anyways Maybe I shouldn't say any f*cking thing
Maybe I should stop replying to all those dumb ass texts anyways
Everyone talks their shit everyday Everyone pissing me off anyway
Hearing the same old excuses everyday The same old excuse, that's insane
It's insane, they lie everyday It's insane, they told me I love you anyways
Love you anyways, they didn't love a f*cking thing
Love a f*cking thing, love a f*cking thing, love a f*cking thing
Yeah, seemingly killing myself everytime Seemingly destroying my mind when I'm high
And then I do it again They don't wanna have a real ass friend
In me, coming with that is Honesty, and honestly
I don't know why I got to this point I don't know why the hollows disappoint
Shoot it once and then I'm gone, f*cking fade away and launch
I don't know why I f*cking feel gone I don't know why I feel like crying everytime I hop on this song
How am I supposed to trust you when all you give me are excuses
Give another one Tell me that's fine, tell me till I'm f*cking gone
When I am, look at the sun and blaze along And f*cking blaze along
They know I blaze so long Cry in my mind, I don't know why
And I don't even have to try Just to tell them that I'm flying
And I don't even have to try And I get sense when they're lying