Gxrcia - Memories Lyrics

All these aspirations got me living out my fantasies
Niggas tried to pull me like I'm mass but they ain't gravity
Use to star gaze now I'm tunnel visioned
I'm on a mission
Get in the way of my objective you out commission
I been a sad boy my whole existence
The only difference
Ill kill the watcher how I leave no eye witness
Took a trade with this pen in exchange I rhyme
Now Im state to state traveling off this craft of mine
This billboards a indication my pain makes dollar signs
Subscribed to my depression now I'm first class on airlines
It's in my genes to be frigid why I spit so cold
My bars immobilize like the arctic they uncontrolled
Emotionless feelings your state of shivering when I flow
All that panting wont save you I frost bit you down to your core
I'm screaming f*ck rap
Past years this whole game been wack
Im posted on the ave with a rack
And James Jones strap
I'm at the top pinnacle of this culmination
There's no formula made to solve my problems equation
I use to harbor my dreams like theys a safe haven
This distress done got me acting out
Form is desperation
Music brought psychosis why I say I lost my sanity
Looking in the mirror I can't recognize the man in me
Completely different being this my split personality
It's a war a between the two inside mes a real tragedy
Everyday I wake up I lose more of myself
I'm lost in t you he music I love trynna gain new wealth
Chain smoking the gangs locing this shits bad for my health
I move discreetly shits in secrecy I mastered stealth
If I could go back in time man i really would
I'd re write all of my wrongs an spark myself up a wood
I'd bring my lil brother back I put that on the hood
To his killer when I find you boa you dead understood
This that backseat freestyle
Smoking gasoline meanwhile
I got niggas doing life
The rest still waiting for they pre trial
Niggas spend they whole check just to flex with a chain
I'm trynna capitalize & monopolize get rich in this game
Back then I was ostracized
The same ones apologized
Made enhancements modified
2 years I tried suicide
I get paid to drop a line
You get bread to work a nine
My path to you is asinine
It's crazy what I sacrificed

The second that I pen a rhyme
My mind kicks into overdrive
I compose a script with these lines
Composistionsll stand through time
See I be riding round jugging
I got shells I be sluggin
All these fiends steady bugging
This Draco's what I be drumming
I'm on my own now bitch I will just roll down
I'm snatching ya whole crown I'm taking yo soul
Now put you in a hearse now send you to a ghost town
You don't know the worst clown I body in the first round