Gxrcia - Missing You Lyrics

I use to dream about the times I lose my misery
I'm tired of being in agony this shits killing me
I lost my brother 3 years ago I ain't been the same
Ever since you left chrono so much with me has changed
I had fallen out i destroyed what i had gang
I relapsed to the same ways that had brought me pain
Im off that white along with x so I could try feel great
I stopped taking my meds it's hard to concentrate
We was trynna weather through the storm
Trynna see the other side
Times I wish I wasn't born
Cause All these feelings would subside
I don't ever feel Im norm
I think this my insanity
Going hard for both of us Brodie
I hope you hear me speak

We was both up on our way
I asked if you was afraid
Said you was good where you stayed
Im hurt that the hood betrayed
Wake me up from this bad dream Since i don't wanna sleep no more
Im living in a nightmare steady stuck behind this closed door
I don't think you understand that all I bring is tragedy
Every time I get some gorgeous I cause calamity
I'm just of tired of dealing with this animosity
This shits a thorn in my side this hits consciously
I hate this shit is a monstrosity
This causes effect really bothers me
I think of you everyday constantly
I miss all your jokes an yo comedy
I still have some of your property
Never be another yous a prodigy
We was trynna beat the odds of poverty
This shit still hasn't sat with me properly