Gypsyboy - Split Lyrics

Dale...
In my brain
I refrain
From letting my anger reign
But I can stay the same
For any mother f*cker steppin' in my way
There's nobody that can stop me or get in the fray
So watch what you got
You will drop from the top
In the spotlight not quite hot like you thought
But u pop like a... (too drunk to tell what he said)
Got u clocked like a watch
With a cock in your slot
And a rock in your crotch

Jyps...
In my brain
I'm insane
Two and a half years
Too long for this game
Everyone out there seems to know who i am
But the scariest part is i can't say the same
F*cking me up every single day
Praying to see the heavenly gate
But i know due to this shit in hell is where i will stay

Dale...
In my brain
I'm insane
I'm feeling unhappy for too long
Trying to articulate into a song
But I got a lot of people trying to tell me that I'm wrong
Is it too much to ask to be strong?
Is it too much to grasp to see when the tragedy
That is happening when reality that is actually all...

Jyps...
Split decisions i had to make for the safety of my crew
Thankfully always was able to see all of them thru
But I was tired of hearing myself say i want it over
Because my stance on the matter was like a f*cking roller-coaster
Because if i really did i would have bowed out with grace
But instead reality had to hit me in the f*cking face
In order for me to step outside of that mental box
That kept me trapped under what seemed to be key and lock

Dale...
In my brain
I remain
Locked up in these chains
I'm insane but I stay in the frame
And I pace like I'm racing against the clock
If these floors could walk if these walls could talk
But I'm locked in the box as the clock tick tocks
And I'm not gonna stop till I get to the top
All's I want's a little recognition get along
Everybody's dissin' but they'll miss him when he's gone

Jyps...
I don't know why i was never able to give it all up
The feeling of adrenaline was f*cking out of this world and had me feeling stuck
Can't say that i made the right choice
Or maybe i did
Because now all of you can hear my voice for what it really is

Jyps...
Losing it
Losing control of everything inside
Demons rising out of my soul that i no longer can hide
Can you feel where all the pain resides?
I keep it buried down deep inside
Trippin' glide suicide can't seem to understand why
I can never latch on to any thoughts that dwell inside
I'm wavy from the booms and bitch don't assume
That my confidence level matches up with my mood