What have I done
What have I become
Switching between states of euphoria and fear
I must be fooling myself again
Everything I pursued had a price
Oh please, take this headache away
Take away this mess in me
'Cause I can't take this pain for another day
And I know you can help me
What have I done
What have I become
Oh, here I am in my selfmade coffin
Trying to see if it fits already
I just can't help to see, can't help to see
Life's always been crazy shit to me
And can it get any more black and white
When daylight just looks like a white version of night