Haelphon - If It Ends Lyrics

First from the room, that's a lot for a future to ride on
Time's flying on by so I'd like it to prove
That I'm learning
That I'm working towards something so perfect
That all this is worth it
But until I do
It's a battle
Fighting to contend
Call the paramedics, I got blood on me again
Spillin to the floor, I built a ladder for a bed
Ain't that hard to climb when the means can meet the ends
If it ends
Don't let me get
Complacent for a paycheck
If I ain't playing for the masses
On a stage somewhere
That's how this could go
That's what this is for
I'm assessing through obsession
Call it fate when I'm feeling great
Knock a couple back and make a brеak for it
Out of state
Purely for the mеms
Thirty, till I'm dead
I'm assessing through obsession
No true divine probability
Got a couple miles off a high that I couldn't be
Cut myself in line just to find versatility
Guess I'm up ahead for a while though I shouldn't be
In contention with the message
I'm done with Sentimental
Everybody's gone including me, it's for the better
Try to make it work cus I can feel the pressure
But I can brush it off like it's lead upon a ledger